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叶子的离去是因为风的追求，还是因为树的不挽留。
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
忘记了*
远远地往着你
心，血流不止。
痛苦在我心里狠狠地刺。
痛，无处发泄。
呐喊也于事无补。
没开始过的结束 却留下烙印。
你，离开之后，
才发现你并不属于我。
真正属于我的不会离开。
会放你走，让你自由。
你在，
我身边的位置，会慢慢被没收。
忘了 谁对谁错。
忘了 身上的伤。
忘了 心里的痛。
忘了 你的存在。
忘了 对你的爱 ， 从未离开过。
心，血流不止。
痛苦在我心里狠狠地刺。
痛，无处发泄。
呐喊也于事无补。
没开始过的结束 却留下烙印。
你，离开之后，
才发现你并不属于我。
真正属于我的不会离开。
会放你走，让你自由。
你在，
我身边的位置，会慢慢被没收。
忘了 谁对谁错。
忘了 身上的伤。
忘了 心里的痛。
忘了 你的存在。
忘了 对你的爱 ， 从未离开过。
Friday, January 18, 2008
认识压力。
压力落在我心坎。让我窒息。
花为什么谢了呢？
我热烈的爱把它紧压在我的心上。
琴铉为什么断了？
我强弹了一个它不能胜任的音节，
因此琴铉断了。
少一些生命不可承受之重，花儿会更娇艳欲滴；
少一些生命不可承受之重，琴声会更加悠扬动听。
凡事要讲究适度，顺其自然。
期望，要求，不能让其泛滥成灾。
把压力过分的堆积起来，会让人变得脆弱不堪。
像充气的气球，超过了承受能力，就难奂会走向毁灭。
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我热烈的爱把它紧压在我的心上。
琴铉为什么断了？
我强弹了一个它不能胜任的音节，
因此琴铉断了。
少一些生命不可承受之重，花儿会更娇艳欲滴；
少一些生命不可承受之重，琴声会更加悠扬动听。
凡事要讲究适度，顺其自然。
期望，要求，不能让其泛滥成灾。
把压力过分的堆积起来，会让人变得脆弱不堪。
像充气的气球，超过了承受能力，就难奂会走向毁灭。
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stressed=desserts? is it true?
did anyone of your spot the special meaning of the title ?
i tink this will help..
can see? read stress from back to front.. haha get it?
how i wish this is true. stressed=desserts..
but stress is good in the sense that it relieve my pains.
help me forget the scar you left within my soul.
but how is this going to be possible? when my workload is lik this:
1) cll: everyweek pass up at least one diary entry. which is as good as one wk one cl compo. but nvm that i enjoy one. but that not all.one essay qn that suppose to pass up on friday that i havent even touch on. and revision on the poems and the xiao shuo. died man.
something that make my heartache for nothing.
2) gp: my worse subject. comprehension havnt done. hav do my vocab bank stuff that i promised myself that i will do everyweek so as to improve my english. but is seems useless cos it's empty promise again!! and din even started reading the tutorial package yet. DEaD really!
promises are always empty. lik what you given me,before.
3) econ: my most hated subj. nv even touch or read anything fr the book or from any notes since school reopen. which assure me that i will die very soon cos i have to finish four chapters of mindmap which is due on the following mon(now then i suddenly rmr. SHIT*) that not all, to make thing better. guess what? i hav an econ TEST! on dunno when!!(i rulz, rite?dunno when somemore.) LOL
will all these help? can i only forget it toally?maybeittoohardtoforgetyou.kt,bye.
4) history: supposingly is my best subject and i LOVE-D it!(past tense)
cos i no longer love it. my teacher has change my it, on the every first tutorial he came into our class. he make me sick and kinda wanna to puke cos i was being punished. i din finish his hw. YEAH u will said that i m at wrong but SO WHAT?! cos he din give us enuff time to finish it, man. i m a human not a robert... i need to eat sleep watch tv and breath and all of these need TIME!! so I hav NO TIME for history. nvm i ll not let him affect my grade. I wan a A for a lvl i am vry sure abt this. so i stil owe him a piece of essay.
iwannatocrybuticant,nowicanonlyweepwithinmyheart.andslowlyallowmytearstoovercomeme.
5)math: something that i can do well but i din cos of my lazyiness. but i m stil lazy so i guess. there would be much changes. i ll not do any of my tutorial cos i always place it as the least impt. it 's a H1. so i m just being practical.
kissgoodbye.usedtobemyfavoritesongandit'smyfav.
i tink this will help..
can see? read stress from back to front.. haha get it?
how i wish this is true. stressed=desserts..
but stress is good in the sense that it relieve my pains.
help me forget the scar you left within my soul.
but how is this going to be possible? when my workload is lik this:
1) cll: everyweek pass up at least one diary entry. which is as good as one wk one cl compo. but nvm that i enjoy one. but that not all.one essay qn that suppose to pass up on friday that i havent even touch on. and revision on the poems and the xiao shuo. died man.
something that make my heartache for nothing.
2) gp: my worse subject. comprehension havnt done. hav do my vocab bank stuff that i promised myself that i will do everyweek so as to improve my english. but is seems useless cos it's empty promise again!! and din even started reading the tutorial package yet. DEaD really!
promises are always empty. lik what you given me,before.
3) econ: my most hated subj. nv even touch or read anything fr the book or from any notes since school reopen. which assure me that i will die very soon cos i have to finish four chapters of mindmap which is due on the following mon(now then i suddenly rmr. SHIT*) that not all, to make thing better. guess what? i hav an econ TEST! on dunno when!!(i rulz, rite?dunno when somemore.) LOL
will all these help? can i only forget it toally?maybeittoohardtoforgetyou.kt,bye.
4) history: supposingly is my best subject and i LOVE-D it!(past tense)
cos i no longer love it. my teacher has change my it, on the every first tutorial he came into our class. he make me sick and kinda wanna to puke cos i was being punished. i din finish his hw. YEAH u will said that i m at wrong but SO WHAT?! cos he din give us enuff time to finish it, man. i m a human not a robert... i need to eat sleep watch tv and breath and all of these need TIME!! so I hav NO TIME for history. nvm i ll not let him affect my grade. I wan a A for a lvl i am vry sure abt this. so i stil owe him a piece of essay.
iwannatocrybuticant,nowicanonlyweepwithinmyheart.andslowlyallowmytearstoovercomeme.
5)math: something that i can do well but i din cos of my lazyiness. but i m stil lazy so i guess. there would be much changes. i ll not do any of my tutorial cos i always place it as the least impt. it 's a H1. so i m just being practical.
kissgoodbye.usedtobemyfavoritesongandit'smyfav.
does love exist?
they hold hand. cruel truth.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^is it true? ^^^^^^^^^^
or we should go on..
and be lik tis lalalala~~~~~~~~~~
what i draw haha. nice? ^^
okay.. let me show off another piece of my works.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
life still goes on..
sad is my style of life. my way of living.
scatter flower petals= my heart.
there seems to be nothing in my life that worth smiling about.
my family, my love, my friends...?
none of them bring me any real happiness. is it becos that my heart has become numb?
I dunno.
no matter what happened in my life, it is jus nothing. nothing is going to change even if i am going to die tomorrow.
life still goes on as usual.
tomorrow still comes, it would not be delay. there's no change at all.
The sun still rises, the earth is still round. It doesn't squash itself flat like a roti prata just because i am feeling down.
~~we are just pawns of life. we cant change anything in our life.
the only thing that we can do is to change our mindset i think.
there a chinese phrase i love
"黑夜的转弯是白天，愤怒的转弯是快乐，心情不好时，只要让心情转个弯就好了。 "
which means that we can really choose our own mood. it's our decision.it's up to us.
笑也一天，哭也一天。i should smile and be happy. that's the way.
yeah. that's the way.
but, i really need some outlets for me to express my feelings and emotions.
the arts. is indeed a good alternative.
good way to let out my feelings.
music, drawing, singing, writing poems&songs. they 're really good friends of my.
This is a emo pic that i draw today :)
it helps to reduce the pain in my heart and express, my emo-ness.
scatter flower petals= my heart.
there seems to be nothing in my life that worth smiling about.
my family, my love, my friends...?
none of them bring me any real happiness. is it becos that my heart has become numb?
I dunno.
no matter what happened in my life, it is jus nothing. nothing is going to change even if i am going to die tomorrow.
life still goes on as usual.
tomorrow still comes, it would not be delay. there's no change at all.
The sun still rises, the earth is still round. It doesn't squash itself flat like a roti prata just because i am feeling down.
~~we are just pawns of life. we cant change anything in our life.
the only thing that we can do is to change our mindset i think.
there a chinese phrase i love
"黑夜的转弯是白天，愤怒的转弯是快乐，心情不好时，只要让心情转个弯就好了。 "
which means that we can really choose our own mood. it's our decision.it's up to us.
笑也一天，哭也一天。i should smile and be happy. that's the way.
yeah. that's the way.
but, i really need some outlets for me to express my feelings and emotions.
the arts. is indeed a good alternative.
good way to let out my feelings.
music, drawing, singing, writing poems&songs. they 're really good friends of my.
This is a emo pic that i draw today :)
it helps to reduce the pain in my heart and express, my emo-ness.
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