life still goes on..

sad is my style of life. my way of living.


scatter flower petals= my heart.



there seems to be nothing in my life that worth smiling about.
my family, my love, my friends...?
none of them bring me any real happiness. is it becos that my heart has become numb?
I dunno.

no matter what happened in my life, it is jus nothing. nothing is going to change even if i am going to die tomorrow.

life still goes on as usual.
tomorrow still comes, it would not be delay. there's no change at all.
The sun still rises, the earth is still round. It doesn't squash itself flat like a roti prata just because i am feeling down.

~~we are just pawns of life. we cant change anything in our life.

the only thing that we can do is to change our mindset i think.
there a chinese phrase i love
"黑夜的转弯是白天，愤怒的转弯是快乐，心情不好时，只要让心情转个弯就好了。 "
which means that we can really choose our own mood. it's our decision.it's up to us.


笑也一天，哭也一天。i should smile and be happy. that's the way.
yeah. that's the way.

but, i really need some outlets for me to express my feelings and emotions.
the arts. is indeed a good alternative.

good way to let out my feelings.
music, drawing, singing, writing poems&songs. they 're really good friends of my.



This is a emo pic that i draw today :)



it helps to reduce the pain in my heart and express, my emo-ness.