past tense already can u stop using that?
she the one, now.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
the pain that adds on to the stress in life.
How much hurt do u wan to cause?
how pathetic u wan me to be?
Monday, January 21, 2008
yeah new phone
thanks daddy. really love u.
sorry for everything and thank you for everthing. thank for yr forgiving and thanks for yr understanding.
Thank for your hp too.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
crying in the rain.
i'll never let you see
the way my broken heart is hurting me
i've got my fride and i know how to hide
all my sorrow and pain
i'll do my crying in the rain
if i wait for stormy skies
you won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
you'll never know that i still love you so
though the heartaches remain
raindrops falling from heaven
could never take away my misery
but since we're not together
i'll wait for storm weather
to hide these tears i hope you'll never see
someday when my crying's done
i'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
i maybe a fool but till then daring
you'll never see me complain
the way my broken heart is hurting me
i've got my fride and i know how to hide
all my sorrow and pain
i'll do my crying in the rain
if i wait for stormy skies
you won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
you'll never know that i still love you so
though the heartaches remain
raindrops falling from heaven
could never take away my misery
but since we're not together
i'll wait for storm weather
to hide these tears i hope you'll never see
someday when my crying's done
i'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
i maybe a fool but till then daring
you'll never see me complain
all about love...
Hope that your will be together forever...
My blessing to your...
Love is something precious and need two people to make it complete.
爱，需要两个人来让它完整。爱，也能让人变得更完整。
but there is never a place for a third person in love stories.
爱的世界太大，装了多少幸福都依然会留下空虚。
爱的世界有太小，有了三个人的存在就已经到窒息。
love needs to be perfect. flawless.
爱总是太转制太强势，让人容忍不了一点瑕疵。
but it may not be so...
但，当深深陷入爱情时的人，都无法看到爱情里所存在的瑕疵。
love is a beautiful phrase. and it make people drunk.
the deeper the love, the deeper the hurt.
no matter how much you love the somebody, no matter how much you wan to protect the other one the hurt of love, nothing cant be done. as love is jus full of sweetness, bitterness and all the different favours of life.(爱得越深，伤的越重。再相爱的人，依旧会对彼此的痛苦无能为力。)
Understand.. i really do.
so blessing to your.
no more apologise.
no more sorry.
we will remain like this forever.
love is always sweet no matter what happened in the end.
we all gain. sweet memories :)
忘记了*
远远地往着你
心，血流不止。
痛苦在我心里狠狠地刺。
痛，无处发泄。
呐喊也于事无补。
没开始过的结束 却留下烙印。
你，离开之后，
才发现你并不属于我。
真正属于我的不会离开。
会放你走，让你自由。
你在，
我身边的位置，会慢慢被没收。
忘了 谁对谁错。
忘了 身上的伤。
忘了 心里的痛。
忘了 你的存在。
忘了 对你的爱 ， 从未离开过。
心，血流不止。
痛苦在我心里狠狠地刺。
痛，无处发泄。
呐喊也于事无补。
没开始过的结束 却留下烙印。
你，离开之后，
才发现你并不属于我。
真正属于我的不会离开。
会放你走，让你自由。
你在，
我身边的位置，会慢慢被没收。
忘了 谁对谁错。
忘了 身上的伤。
忘了 心里的痛。
忘了 你的存在。
忘了 对你的爱 ， 从未离开过。
Friday, January 18, 2008
认识压力。
压力落在我心坎。让我窒息。
花为什么谢了呢？
我热烈的爱把它紧压在我的心上。
琴铉为什么断了？
我强弹了一个它不能胜任的音节，
因此琴铉断了。
少一些生命不可承受之重，花儿会更娇艳欲滴；
少一些生命不可承受之重，琴声会更加悠扬动听。
凡事要讲究适度，顺其自然。
期望，要求，不能让其泛滥成灾。
把压力过分的堆积起来，会让人变得脆弱不堪。
像充气的气球，超过了承受能力，就难奂会走向毁灭。
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我热烈的爱把它紧压在我的心上。
琴铉为什么断了？
我强弹了一个它不能胜任的音节，
因此琴铉断了。
少一些生命不可承受之重，花儿会更娇艳欲滴；
少一些生命不可承受之重，琴声会更加悠扬动听。
凡事要讲究适度，顺其自然。
期望，要求，不能让其泛滥成灾。
把压力过分的堆积起来，会让人变得脆弱不堪。
像充气的气球，超过了承受能力，就难奂会走向毁灭。
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stressed=desserts? is it true?
did anyone of your spot the special meaning of the title ?
i tink this will help..
can see? read stress from back to front.. haha get it?
how i wish this is true. stressed=desserts..
but stress is good in the sense that it relieve my pains.
help me forget the scar you left within my soul.
but how is this going to be possible? when my workload is lik this:
1) cll: everyweek pass up at least one diary entry. which is as good as one wk one cl compo. but nvm that i enjoy one. but that not all.one essay qn that suppose to pass up on friday that i havent even touch on. and revision on the poems and the xiao shuo. died man.
something that make my heartache for nothing.
2) gp: my worse subject. comprehension havnt done. hav do my vocab bank stuff that i promised myself that i will do everyweek so as to improve my english. but is seems useless cos it's empty promise again!! and din even started reading the tutorial package yet. DEaD really!
promises are always empty. lik what you given me,before.
3) econ: my most hated subj. nv even touch or read anything fr the book or from any notes since school reopen. which assure me that i will die very soon cos i have to finish four chapters of mindmap which is due on the following mon(now then i suddenly rmr. SHIT*) that not all, to make thing better. guess what? i hav an econ TEST! on dunno when!!(i rulz, rite?dunno when somemore.) LOL
will all these help? can i only forget it toally?maybeittoohardtoforgetyou.kt,bye.
4) history: supposingly is my best subject and i LOVE-D it!(past tense)
cos i no longer love it. my teacher has change my it, on the every first tutorial he came into our class. he make me sick and kinda wanna to puke cos i was being punished. i din finish his hw. YEAH u will said that i m at wrong but SO WHAT?! cos he din give us enuff time to finish it, man. i m a human not a robert... i need to eat sleep watch tv and breath and all of these need TIME!! so I hav NO TIME for history. nvm i ll not let him affect my grade. I wan a A for a lvl i am vry sure abt this. so i stil owe him a piece of essay.
iwannatocrybuticant,nowicanonlyweepwithinmyheart.andslowlyallowmytearstoovercomeme.
5)math: something that i can do well but i din cos of my lazyiness. but i m stil lazy so i guess. there would be much changes. i ll not do any of my tutorial cos i always place it as the least impt. it 's a H1. so i m just being practical.
kissgoodbye.usedtobemyfavoritesongandit'smyfav.
i tink this will help..
can see? read stress from back to front.. haha get it?
how i wish this is true. stressed=desserts..
but stress is good in the sense that it relieve my pains.
help me forget the scar you left within my soul.
but how is this going to be possible? when my workload is lik this:
1) cll: everyweek pass up at least one diary entry. which is as good as one wk one cl compo. but nvm that i enjoy one. but that not all.one essay qn that suppose to pass up on friday that i havent even touch on. and revision on the poems and the xiao shuo. died man.
something that make my heartache for nothing.
2) gp: my worse subject. comprehension havnt done. hav do my vocab bank stuff that i promised myself that i will do everyweek so as to improve my english. but is seems useless cos it's empty promise again!! and din even started reading the tutorial package yet. DEaD really!
promises are always empty. lik what you given me,before.
3) econ: my most hated subj. nv even touch or read anything fr the book or from any notes since school reopen. which assure me that i will die very soon cos i have to finish four chapters of mindmap which is due on the following mon(now then i suddenly rmr. SHIT*) that not all, to make thing better. guess what? i hav an econ TEST! on dunno when!!(i rulz, rite?dunno when somemore.) LOL
will all these help? can i only forget it toally?maybeittoohardtoforgetyou.kt,bye.
4) history: supposingly is my best subject and i LOVE-D it!(past tense)
cos i no longer love it. my teacher has change my it, on the every first tutorial he came into our class. he make me sick and kinda wanna to puke cos i was being punished. i din finish his hw. YEAH u will said that i m at wrong but SO WHAT?! cos he din give us enuff time to finish it, man. i m a human not a robert... i need to eat sleep watch tv and breath and all of these need TIME!! so I hav NO TIME for history. nvm i ll not let him affect my grade. I wan a A for a lvl i am vry sure abt this. so i stil owe him a piece of essay.
iwannatocrybuticant,nowicanonlyweepwithinmyheart.andslowlyallowmytearstoovercomeme.
5)math: something that i can do well but i din cos of my lazyiness. but i m stil lazy so i guess. there would be much changes. i ll not do any of my tutorial cos i always place it as the least impt. it 's a H1. so i m just being practical.
kissgoodbye.usedtobemyfavoritesongandit'smyfav.
does love exist?
they hold hand. cruel truth.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^is it true? ^^^^^^^^^^
or we should go on..
and be lik tis lalalala~~~~~~~~~~
what i draw haha. nice? ^^
okay.. let me show off another piece of my works.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
life still goes on..
sad is my style of life. my way of living.
scatter flower petals= my heart.
there seems to be nothing in my life that worth smiling about.
my family, my love, my friends...?
none of them bring me any real happiness. is it becos that my heart has become numb?
I dunno.
no matter what happened in my life, it is jus nothing. nothing is going to change even if i am going to die tomorrow.
life still goes on as usual.
tomorrow still comes, it would not be delay. there's no change at all.
The sun still rises, the earth is still round. It doesn't squash itself flat like a roti prata just because i am feeling down.
~~we are just pawns of life. we cant change anything in our life.
the only thing that we can do is to change our mindset i think.
there a chinese phrase i love
"黑夜的转弯是白天，愤怒的转弯是快乐，心情不好时，只要让心情转个弯就好了。 "
which means that we can really choose our own mood. it's our decision.it's up to us.
笑也一天，哭也一天。i should smile and be happy. that's the way.
yeah. that's the way.
but, i really need some outlets for me to express my feelings and emotions.
the arts. is indeed a good alternative.
good way to let out my feelings.
music, drawing, singing, writing poems&songs. they 're really good friends of my.
This is a emo pic that i draw today :)
it helps to reduce the pain in my heart and express, my emo-ness.
scatter flower petals= my heart.
there seems to be nothing in my life that worth smiling about.
my family, my love, my friends...?
none of them bring me any real happiness. is it becos that my heart has become numb?
I dunno.
no matter what happened in my life, it is jus nothing. nothing is going to change even if i am going to die tomorrow.
life still goes on as usual.
tomorrow still comes, it would not be delay. there's no change at all.
The sun still rises, the earth is still round. It doesn't squash itself flat like a roti prata just because i am feeling down.
~~we are just pawns of life. we cant change anything in our life.
the only thing that we can do is to change our mindset i think.
there a chinese phrase i love
"黑夜的转弯是白天，愤怒的转弯是快乐，心情不好时，只要让心情转个弯就好了。 "
which means that we can really choose our own mood. it's our decision.it's up to us.
笑也一天，哭也一天。i should smile and be happy. that's the way.
yeah. that's the way.
but, i really need some outlets for me to express my feelings and emotions.
the arts. is indeed a good alternative.
good way to let out my feelings.
music, drawing, singing, writing poems&songs. they 're really good friends of my.
This is a emo pic that i draw today :)
it helps to reduce the pain in my heart and express, my emo-ness.
唇边的一抹笑,是我最脆弱的伪装.
我喜欢笑. 开心时笑,难过时笑,无聊时笑,生气时笑,尴尬时笑,考试时笑,难过了,也能笑得出来. 何为曾想,那唇边的一抹看似是自信的笑,其实是我最脆弱,最拙劣的伪装.
但,我更喜欢看着你笑, 不管你在干什么, 是在说话,写作业,和别人逗,还是在抄作业,打球,还是和他们一起讲无聊的笑话. 我都会轻笑出声.
可是,现在,我不想笑了,我想哭,大声的哭.号啕大哭,哭得透湿衣裳,哭得透湿床单..
又可是,我哭不出来. 我只会笑了.继续假假的笑,不顾及别人的眼光,继续,难过的微笑..
谁能教我,如何哭?
谁能教我,如何笑?
一切,都结束了吧.
如果是好的结局.
那可不可以用你的方式去爱我?
我们都不顾及谁和谁了.
如果...是坏的结局.
那我可不可以当你是空气.
忽略到你的存在.不再想你,不再伤心?
我们就当没有遇见过.
你继续过你的倜傥生活.
我继续过我的微笑生活.
我在我十六岁的时候, 学会了伪装. 用我最熟悉的微笑把我伪装起来. 让别人和你看不见我流血的心, 用我的微笑, 告诉大家, 我依然是骄傲的公主. 又或，是个坚强的流氓。只要能伪装自己，就好。
那唇边的一抹笑,是我最脆弱,最拙劣,但是,也是最有用的伪装. 2008年,1月,16日. 我没哭, 我在微笑.
可悲的微笑。
missing you like crazy~~
i dunno why am i going through all this?
why do u have to be so cruel to me.
Iloveu..ireally do but it has already ended didnt it?
we are together before and we were close and even the best friends after everything ended.but yesterday you told me the most cruel thing that you could ever say. "sorry" what is the use of that? a scar is left behind. but, do you care?
Is it all you can say?
betray of love. empty promises.
is this my retribution?
why do u have to be so cruel to me.
Iloveu..ireally do but it has already ended didnt it?
we are together before and we were close and even the best friends after everything ended.but yesterday you told me the most cruel thing that you could ever say. "sorry" what is the use of that? a scar is left behind. but, do you care?
Is it all you can say?
betray of love. empty promises.
is this my retribution?
My frenz said it is...
would u ever say yess to me again?would u forgive me for lying to you two year ago?or wun you even care about what i did?
we are stil friend, that what i told u yesterday.and i meant it. you are my best friend ever and will last forever.
but do you know how much,
iwishicouldbesomethingmorethanthat
bye
everything.
hope that i ll be strong enough one day to say bye to you. i still love u.
would u ever say yess to me again?would u forgive me for lying to you two year ago?or wun you even care about what i did?
we are stil friend, that what i told u yesterday.and i meant it. you are my best friend ever and will last forever.
but do you know how much,
iwishicouldbesomethingmorethanthat
bye
everything.
hope that i ll be strong enough one day to say bye to you. i still love u.
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